First thing first, actually I need to do my homeworks now and do research for my skripsi, but then the thought of being not productive kills me. My definition of productive is something like do creative writing (article bout fashion, music, short story, novel, poems), make some brush lettering arts, make a set on Polyvore (I just found out the fact that I can’t make a set on Polyvore cause of SSENSE has acquired Polyvore, omg I wanna cri cri cri), write on my journal, searching on Pinterest, do my project, etc.
So, here I am, trying to write something I always think of; what would your ideal day be like? What is your ideal day? What does your perfect day look like?
I have this habit where I will ask myself those questions when I’m on my way to college or work. It often happens when I feel so tired or just simply want to stay at home but the reality isn’t like that, or when the weather is just really good. I have two favorite weathers; first, when the sky is overcast and the cloud is hanging in the beautiful grey sky. And the temperature is chill, it’s just like a sweater weather (I like rainy day but I think I prefer the cloudy day) and the second is a sunny and breezy day, where the sky is just sooooooo blue and beautiful. If I connect it with my mood, it would be like a calm me in a cloudy day and a cheerful me in sunny day (doesn’t it obvious?). Okay maybe it’s just like I would be a lot calmer and feel relax in cloudy day, I find peace and imagine living a happy life. And I likely get so many inspirations in that weather. While the sunny and breezy day, I could be sooooo cheerful and feel so motivated; I want to interact and connect with lots of people, I want to inspire others, I want to do this and that, it’s just I’d be more like an active person. Maybe the conclusion is:
Cloudy day = me being introvert
Back to the ideal day, I will ask myself like “What would you want to do the most now? Where do you want to be now?” usually I will answer like “Oh, I want to go to the bookstore or library.” or “I really want to be in Bandung now.” or maybe something like “I wish I could do my project and make it into the real life.” And I will start to imagine what would my ideal day look like, and after that I will feel kinda... better? Yes, I do feel better just by the thought of my ideal day.
I will try to explain my ideal day, but this one is the me-time version. Here we go!